Liberty Avenue

大概两年前听到adele唱的make me feel my love,至今我仍记得初听时的感动。所以，在听她的新专辑时我第一个期望便是能找到同等与那时的感动，而dont you remember 便是我要找的。这首歌是悲伤的，是恋人无法挽回后的最后哀求，这才是爱情中最常见的情况，爱情本来就不是快乐的，所以才能让那么多人动容。歌名又让我想到今天早上看到关于michelle williams的文章，当她终于在媒体前谈论希斯·莱杰时，那时的那些想法都远离了，“奇怪的是，我很想念那一年，因为所有那些存在过的可能性都远离了。对我来说，感觉就像是他会走过一扇门，或是出现在灌木丛后面似的。这是充满奇妙想法的一年，某种意义上来说，随着时间流逝，我反而会对离这段时光越来越远而感到伤心。”那段伤心的时光慢慢远离，也许再久一些因为远离也不再伤心了。看后让我觉得，也许有些人我们会一辈子记得，但每个阶段程度一定在改变，记得多少才是真正重要的。有些感觉一旦远离了就不能重复，所以究竟什么东西你能一直记住呢？

中午做了水铺蛋年糕，上次和HJ说在家没饭吃，她就建议我做这个，真的挺好吃的，放假午饭问题也解决得相当有乐趣。早上起床还没回过神来，猫咪就钻到了我两条被子的中间，呼噜呼噜得睡着了，就再没有起来过，我想它怎么忽然喜欢钻这里了，早点钻的话，我就能少铺好几次的被子，还不用被妈妈说。我本来以为只有狗会抓自己的尾巴玩，原来猫咪也会，我们家猫咪这两天玩这个玩得乐此不疲，甚至撞上了楼梯扶手也懒得停下，继续和自己的尾巴过不去，我在想到底是它们真的不知道自己有尾巴，还是只是为了有趣。如果有一天我也能发现自己的一个秘密，我一定也抓着不放，好奇地研究研究这是从哪里来的。

After having a sleep in 14pm to 17pm on the first day in Sept,I just realized that it was the last all day off in my longest summer holiday,and i just slept it away.Like former,everytime i need to get ready for school, i just wonder if i use this holiday in the very worth way?And this time ,except the part time work in Starbucks,i did nothing.I should have read more books,chose a place to travell.Turns out , even i thought these things in my mind,but i won't do it in my action.I just wonder what kept me to not do the thing i thought?And why did i disappoint myself everytime,but this still happend in everytime.Maybe i just required myself too much or i should drop the expectation in very first time.Turns out,i just a very normal young woman who can't count on myself?

Aug.9. I almost have this long holiday nearly half years.I had some happy times in most days.But recently i just felt that i don't have a point in my life.I want to get off the situation which i have now.i need some pressure to push me do something .Like learning something with my heart .So i missed the school time ,luckily the new semester will be started in Sept.5.I have a hope that i can concentrate on the things which is worth to.

I almost watched this movie five times in these two days.To me ,it is a really perfect one.I love the whole story which gives me the feel that it's so real,but this reality is not so far or so close.To me ,it is not only about the romance with your former love.It's also about the happiness that you always have someone to support you ,to make you realize who you really are. I think i would love to pursue this happiness through my whole life,which just like i found an old friend many years later.